Today I received a text message that told me that someone for whom I care deeply, someone with whom I share a common outlook on the world and so many common traits and feelings no longer wants to communicate with me.
I realise that I made errors, but actually feeling the stinging loss of a kindred spirit’s trust makes the world seem dark and gloomy.
I feel shattered. Today was a terrible, terrible day. I feel nothing but a hopeless sense of loss. I do care so deeply for her.
I guess life goes on. Why is finding (and keeping) someone so hard?
Any chance of reconciliation? Things like this usually happen when there have been massive misunderstandings, especially if you share a deep connection with someone. Perhaps it’s time for an honest dialogue between the both of you, all walls down and no holding back.
I hope things get better, and if not, at least that you feel better.
Areej.
Thanks, Areej. It was kind of you to post that. I wish honest dialogue were possible. Time will tell, I think…