Today I received a text message that told me that someone for whom I care deeply, someone with whom I share a common outlook on the world and so many common traits and feelings no longer wants to communicate with me.
I realise that I made errors, but actually feeling the stinging loss of a kindred spirit’s trust makes the world seem dark and gloomy.
I feel shattered. Today was a terrible, terrible day. I feel nothing but a hopeless sense of loss. I do care so deeply for her.
I guess life goes on. Why is finding (and keeping) someone so hard?